Have you ever had conflicting emotions?
Where you want to lay in bed all day because your so depressed ,however, you mind wont shut down? Extreme aggravation with a lethargic mood? It can make for a very challenging day I should add. So, found out that this is called a mixed state of bipolar, when you have manic and depressive moods at the same time. I am waiting till may 5th, 7 days I need to hold on. Rapid cycling moods, being extremely paranoid and trying to self medicate can be exhausting. Bipolar is so much fun!